Charlotte carpet

 Charlotte decided to resign, move. She opened a new subway line at the end of rented apartments. There is this open edge of the desolate heart of the city, sunny days can see the beautiful sunset evening. Cheap rent, wide roads.

move, she spent a week's time to sort out at home. Cleaning every corner of the room, put up the old home moved from the black iron bed, light brown linen shop. Dusty curtains will be removed to clean, wipe with a disinfectant wardrobe, the clothes placed on different categories. Put a small bottle of lavender essential oil in the closet, be used instead of mothballs. She went to order some IKEA furniture, lattice shelves, CD racks, lockers, you can put cosmetics amber side table, borrowed a hammer to the security, it-yourself installation. From morning to evening, casual wood and screws scattered on the floor in the bedroom, central, and the scene almost messy, she sat down frown of the drawings, inner certainty. In the end for six years and know the significance of adhering to and confidence, not to all possible try them, she would not easily back down. This huge project took two days scene, she even so thin.

a nest up in her hands full inch by inch. Landlady left a light orange Shaman curtains, light texture, in the middle of the night, light will travel the stars out the window come. She was afraid of the dark, sleep like opening a lamp. It made her feel safe, sunny world like the deep woods, she slept in the shadow of a small, but turned around to connect back to the light.

every day whenever she regained consciousness, looked at everything in the room. Shelves neatly stacked with books, pillows and sofa Waiwaidaodao the doll, so far from girlhood playmates. Dark green scarf covering the whole person can nest inside the large chair. It is a beautiful inlaid silver fabric, tassels were drawn down from the back of a chair, posture as elegant as the strings.

she leaped from the bed, will need to wash a piece of clothing into the washing machine, old washing machine in the bathroom, producing a low rumble. She bent down carpet cleaning, brush and detergent to deal with every stain. Noon, when both tried to drag the piece of white floral rug on the balcony, bare feet above the drying of clothes. Suburban vision, high-rise across the gray color of the sky is affordable. She tried to open all the windows, the wind flapping in the wind myself into to. Various colors of clothes hitting each other, like a hurricane butterfly wings. She thought that fun, even the air is also updated, and gradually no longer have the dubious taste of the years, from the clean dry air at high altitude.

Thus began a new life. Although the unemployment, falling out of love, possession of Yin Ji, but kind of joy of living in a quiet valley. She felt that people's emotions are complex,bailey UGG boots, a person's experience may be unfortunate, but the unfortunate man joy may be more than a lucky person. Days of boredom, she did not Fu powder, bare hint of freckles on the face pale, wearing a gray down jacket, jeans and sneakers, went downstairs to take the bus familiar surroundings. Those street shops, like a princess honeycomb, dark mottled shell, which is flowing with mellow secular Sweetie. Restaurants, hotels, dark beauty shops, adult stores, hardware stores, auto repair shops. She was one of the window frame and interesting to a few in the past, I thought I looked like a child back, stare at the gentle world of peace alone. There is no West of the plane, one finds the winter, written in gray shadow on the road, but also a simple and poetic. Sometimes she looked tired, pull a hat over his eyes to sleep leaning against the window. She does not worry about sitting on station, which is a circular route, the end is the starting point.

her body, there is a fibrous tumor, pain is not as finally determined surgery. She went to the hospital appointment the operation time, came back, suddenly thought of something, ask the guard: Charlotte looked down at the notice on the front of the blackboard, the net effective simple font, such as those who practiced calligraphy to write out. Old man shook his head, she said thank you and walked away. pocket, standing still waiting. The elevator with her and the elderly. Narrow elevator, a rich old man distributed pungent smell of tobacco. Issued when the elevator stopped ringing off the Council, turned to her and said: wear clothing with a little light clothes. She conceal a smile, talk to her aunt has been waiting to see her brilliant smile, and laughed with her. Narrow the gap between the two put the smile, and once the older man, retreated to the margins of society, sometimes look more innocent than adults. Charlotte thought she should be easygoing and easy at the aunt.

she stood in the doorway, quietly confessed that she needs to do a minor surgery, looking for a person to help do the housework, about a month's time. Later, she began to hear that aunt's daughter has married, his son who is away at all, her husband the year before stroke, small pensions, so she do domestic work in the building to support their family. But the son of summer vacation home, she is not do, and employers to help her hide. Charlotte who has no intention of over-ripe twist, but the heart of the aunt a little more goodwill.

the eve of surgery, Charlotte Lynn Wood effort put out to the idea of text messaging. She therefore dreaming. She dreamed of a bird, attracted by bright balloons, futile chase it. The closer the distance the more fear. They are not similar, can not hug and talk, can not nest in conjunction with the heating, the birds feel tired, so stop down, looking at the balloons flew away. Charlotte awoke in the night, study the picture just a dream. City light cyan sky, dense gray concrete jungle, as a flying balloon and appears seems like fairy tale. As if seen such a similar painting in an art magazine. Think of it feeling very depressed, they do not have a real farewell to the only one that is simple to break up one to two messages, has been physically and mentally exhausted, so resign quietly done the work last month, disappeared.

the beginning of this outcome she expected. In their circles, he was a notorious prodigal. When first met, she was his prey. She wants to run away,cheap UGG boots, but he can not. Figured out one day, straight away the past, he said, I like you. It was the top floor balcony in the company, spring and early summer, makeup, she is about to melt in the sun like the color of ice cream ball, he was a bit surprised, he was trying to her, according to their own way designed very much at home. She puts all upset, and she was not his imagination. He hesitated, or hug her.

Charlotte previous work, the company is building that one of the most magnificent city. Black, with glass curtain wall is translucent black, the House was divided into two halves, separated by the elegant lines of the connection. Like a mysterious ore between heaven and earth, the quiet night's rest and the gods at the time passing. Charlotte to work every day, always up look, the roof of the small people look like ants. There was one day, she and her first love was there to embrace, and their suffering but also joy in the sun as small as ants.

Goodbye, youth. She said to herself. ** Her upper body on the operating table, felt like a wounded little jungle animals, fear and humiliation as the leech slowly snapping the skin. She thought of the work before the boss told her that one sign of maturity is that we can weaken the pain. She deep breath, imagine that he is a dew from the leaves fall down, fall to the ground, then slowly into the soil. This is a small surgery, local anesthesia, lengthy process of embarrassment to an end.

in the back of the taxi, the wound began to slowly wake up. She said the driver, put some music. Mr. Young opened the driver CD, the music is flowing out of positive Oda and Charlotte thought he sang At that time she was college, which spans the years between times. She looked at his shadow cast on the window, outline and detailed, a little haggard, can not say ugly. Life is addition, subtraction also, coming and going, not complete, it will not collapse overnight. She began to understand the cruel fate, when she hunched over so that the wound beneath the clothes hanging in the air when warm. Thus she comes to an end. She smiled in pain.

her back bedroom, the mirror in the bathroom to take off clothes. Incision than she imagined to be terrible. Although the doctor said, will gradually heal, the end will be nothing of, but does not tell how long she was in the end. She sings washbasin retching, turn on the tap, sewer issue plump deep voice. Eat eat sleep mask, patience to wait, everything will be OK.

she said to herself.

She opened the computer, online banking checks the deposit amount. Her number is still sufficient to lead a leisurely tour zai year or so, but expect to pay the rent every three months, it immediately felt at risk. She opened the mail, writing letters to friends, ask them to introduce some part-time for her to do. Interpreter to do four or five times a month, not tired, but also enough to pay rent and living expenses. The remaining free time, she can go to translating a novel, it was her dream college. She is the English Department graduate, no foreign language fluently in addition to the full. One day, she saw Emily's signature on MSN:

only the hidden wounds, but also hidden in the prominent position of her body, like a mark. She did not tell anyone this surgery, a kind of nondescript low self-esteem. Then, after a month, Emily wrote to her that they have to come to Shanghai to find work. She wrote back saying, Come,Bailey UGG boots, come cook for me.

Emily is her college classmates. Them to join in English Repertory Theatre, she played She still remembers the stage performances of Emily Catherine and Heathcliff parting of the fragments. Stage under bright lights, Emily wore a white gown on, was the hero holding in his arms on the vine long dark hair drawn to down. Her beauty is that the bad plays only salvation. She and her boyfriend was watching in the audience. The science and engineering of the boys, poor English, she translated sentence by sentence to him. She peeped his silhouette, the stage lights outline a clear outline, very beautiful. Remembering Charlotte Emily, his thoughts always end up lovers who fell there. Came from a playmate does not know how to hide and protect themselves, often stir everything together.

Charlotte rummaging through, find out from a pile of old things new slippers, pajamas, toothbrushes, towels. She used to be a fetish, and recently in the middle of moving gradually to appreciate the complicated simple life benefits. She will be collecting objects from resting on the carpet, I thought all should be prepared, but no wine at home. She stood up, changed clothes, go to the supermarket buy the drinks. It was getting dark, and guard the elderly and the aunt are standing chatting cell door and saw her happily greeting. Two little girls in the comfort of a pregnant white stray cat. Charlotte selected on the shelf, a French wine, home, with a bottle opener cork slowly rotate out. She stood on the balcony drinking, there is an upstairs window across the shining light of weak color. She carefully distinguish, is a child playing with yo-yo. Whipped the ball up and down, skilled. It felt like the glowing ball was a clear and concrete of the earth, the whole world into his palm. Charlotte remembered that he also loves to play this little game time, the introduction of the glowing ball to go, and Clofibrate back to the palm, she was reminded that Cinderella's pumpkin carriage.

night before the flight to Emily. Charlotte open the phone, listen carefully to the voice of the corridor, but in the end barely sleep. Her wake is the doorbell. She jumped up and rushed over to open the door. A slender woman with long hair wrapped in a thick down jacket backlit in the doorway. But the pair of fine slippers matchless her suspicions immediately disperse, she stood on the mat, took off his shoes, undo the heavy coat. A slightly dry and brown curly hair, slovenly large sweater, in the dim light, the whole people have some furry feeling. Like a doll, put in the window for too long kind of a little old.

their first meeting is the first day of college. She spread the beds, a pair of father and daughter came in, they looked like, a gentle middle-aged white man and his handsome daughter. They stand together, like a silver appropriateness to the extreme positive and negative patterns, showing God's deep and unpredictable. Girl with a ponytail, beige strap dress with a white lining inside the shirt, lovingly standing by the window, her father helped him make the bed, Charlotte could not help staring at him, her parents divorced at an early age, there is no seen a patient so doing trivial affairs of men. She was curious.

Charlotte do not know why I like Emily. A beautiful woman is probably divided into two types, one proud of publicity, as if the only right and proper princess, a low-key ways of the world, has inconsistent with the age of Ayutthaya. Emily is the former, where the young girls know how to be patient, do not like her roommate, only Charlotte for her good. Some years later, she self-examination and found that it is not because he is more tolerant than others, but because she likes her father's sake. Sophomore year, they fall in love with, Charlotte's first love will soon die a natural death. Emily's romance has continued through college, it is the best young talents Department of Foreign Languages of the boys that year, she married him after graduation. Charlotte was working in Shanghai, Suzhou, she deliberately went to buy a wedding gift to them. She put it in white patent leather of the box, sent in the past. Emily did not tell her before it did not. A year later, they divorced. Charlotte Emily did not ask the reason for divorce because her heart some dark speculation. Emily was young is a beautiful act at the woman, in college, there have been several secret to cheating incident. She thought, mostly she did not had enough, they break the curse, not to mention her silence also coincide with the Charlotte guess.

Emily took off his clothes neat, to Charlotte, said: . Who is undressed they meet friends. Emily mist shower curtain in the land after the endless crusade against the evil former boss, Charlotte did not have a word to hear, and occasionally like to make outraged. She could not help but observe the shower curtain after Emily's body. She was thin, but slim and delicate. At least in the eyes of a woman, this body is beautiful. Over her eyes, above the fog a mirror opposite, the shadow cast on the inside only a faint color. These days, she observed that many times the clarity of the wound as if still hidden in there, just call a spell, it will emerge.

they both sit on the floor, drink and chat. Separation time is six years, the only time the middle together, is a business trip to Beijing when Charlotte. They chatted about her boyfriend after graduating from their respective exchanges, discussions, like the dull tone of the plot of the drama. Charlotte hesitated a moment, there is no Ti Linen Wood, Emily did not mention her ex-husband. Able to say, are willing to break free, willing to forget. Late at night, they tore the quilt on the floor to talk, tired, their sleep. Middle of the night, a mass of gray Charlotte dreams from waking up, muddle to hold the quilt back to bed. The Servicing Emily slept on the carpet, the blankets wrapped like a cocoon, faces are buried inside. Charlotte leaned against the pillow and staring at her, feeling her fiber exterior beauty but there's the soul of a gypsy girl, with a small bag of clothes and soap to a MUJI rushed up to her here. As if the game world, it seems know how to protect themselves in the lofty the mortal world. Charlotte felt jealous of her own, was so like her, she can not tell her feelings. Sometimes, people's feelings have been weighing down, he has said is not clear.

their cohabitation started that way. Love each other, years of quiet good. Emily likes to go out, Charlotte will be happy to buy food water and soil and other work to her, as for shopping, Charlotte will not take on because they do not like it. Emily describes herself as falling in the vicinity of Shaanxi as butterflies fly from flower to flower shop. Charlotte smiled and said: Together, we wear it casually. Emily also began looking for work, and threw a pile of resumes later, and not later, depression. One day, Charlotte sat on the sofa, looking at Emily's back, said wistfully: . Charlotte

some regret that she should think, Emily is the kind of tough plant, once rooted in certain circumstances, it will continue to draw nutrients to the surrounding. When reading them both symbiotic, and this, unfortunately, she became her environment.

after the interview, Emily became silent. What kind of clothes before wearing to work? to the west of the state of mind, because her home is far away from the company, she would like to Emily must work not long moved on thinking. Many years of friendship together in just one month after the bad, and like Congguizili excitedly took out a collection of velvet wallpaper, only to find out the above have been small black insect borers, had it continued hide, but hiding is never used again results. People in the community to be a long time, will the hearts of injury and found that everyone can love yourself. Charlotte thought she would be sad, because she really cherished their friendship.

Emily began to work back to Charlotte that had the single life. Every morning, when half awake, heard the sound of water from the tap, brush your teeth squeaky voice, and???? Dressed voice. Then she smelled the familiar smell of perfume, they use the same style of Gucci perfume. The mixing of the perfume she opened hazy sleepy eyes, Emily has been combed smooth ponytail, put on high heels, gently opened the door, her back looks like the back of Charlotte in the past, often let her give birth to the feeling of trance, and then a cry no matter how careful the door will be crisp and loud sound. Charlotte Lai for a bed, she usually cranky in a while this time. For example, Lynn Wood will meet Emily wearing her clothes, he will feel very familiar, will will not be nostalgic for her. Then remembered, forever in the imagination than the facts, since the thought does not occur, what the world is not so clever. She did not expect, the fact may run faster than imagined. In a building with the work, met Emily Lynn Wood did, but he did not recall former girlfriend in her place, but fell in love with her straight.

how to tell Charlotte fell in love with himself and the things Lynn Wood, Emily's inner popular some torture. Finally, she choose to use the most straightforward way. very confident, then slowly turned into a look of surprise and embarrassment. His face changes slowly and smoothly, like a kind of magic, that process has not the slightest flaws lukewarm magic. He said, sorry, wrong person . I said okay. I turned to look at information, but simply do not go. I will drink a cup of coffee very slowly, until the coffee shop only a few people, landing in front of my window seat, his shadow cast on the inside, I know he has been still. We clean and clear through the glass door that the shadow looked in each other. Then he came, he said the first thing is that you really like me former girlfriend. She will place them neatly side by side, one will be put into a center of a circle, a barrier will be together again they are lying. Glass air collisions only the sound of music as panic disorder. She was finally discharged the ideal shape, turned and asked: became lovers. But not at this time, not in front of Emily. have to focus on listening, Charlotte tear the body slowly return to the depths of penetration. about every sort of pretty women will think that they are not the same. However, I do not think so. friends, only this moment. Her words are exceptionally easy, just like all of a sudden came the actors were cast, ambiguity of her life after the natural world without any of the fear, as if the soul like shelling into the show. She even felt a little Emily took a step back, a pair of smooth satin slippers, the display of a dorsal hump of the strange gestures, like two frightened kitten.

rules in their friendship, love with a man, this is no big deal. From the beginning, they liked each other's boyfriend to play some dubious tactics, as the touchstone of their charm in order to meet such as the abyss-like vanity. Adolescent girls are cruel. They are as indifferent to each other, never so quarreled. As if their friendship is more like the friendship between men, seemingly generous, in fact, false, eyes lofty, never capricious. Or, there is no friendship between them. But anyway, this is just youthful age of the game, Charlotte thought everything had ended, but fate's hand in turn pushed her over, Charlotte knew lose. Because she lacked the strength to fight again. She is just upset because she knew she lose. In her mind, Lynn Wood and others is not the same. He is a naive elusive man. She admired him. Losing him, she would give up on themselves to do the surgery. She asked him to look into the heart of the statue of Anson, but now he has become a flesh and blood and from the statue, restoring a slim profile, patted the dust from her away. Lynn Wood

Charlotte to send a text message: Charlotte thought, he did not hesitate about is already immersed. If a person really be able to do hi new'd better forget the old, at least the couple has been seriously afraid of my heart twinkling, each passing refused to go, but the heart decreases, gradually lost the ability to love . In short, from the beginning, there are many ways to Charlotte to prove, Lynn Wood does not, he is wrong. Emily come back in those days were very late, and sometimes slept Charlotte, she softly through the door. She is afraid to face her, Charlotte thought, if they themselves would like her. To spend the thought of her outside of these times are and Lynn wood together, her aching hearts together. She began eagerly looking forward to the weekend's coming, because they can see the wood of Lynn. They did not meet the full six months.

room is new furnishings are old, like a picture frame for a painting. Lynn Wood entered the house, he was greeted by Charlotte impeccable smile, impeccable hospitality. How she became another person, and his heart thought. He came in, did not forget to tightly hold the hand of Emily, the very beginning, he knew she was her friend, and she could only speak to, want to inquire about her condition, but such a beautiful woman, he was difficult not targeting. Is this blame me? He looked innocent Charlotte, very naturally into a soft carpet, his eyes said, I just threw a snowball by you hit it.

In fact, they have nothing to do. Because of the feelings in an elegant maturity, the people are not around others. Therefore, they are very comfortable. Emily was surprised that is actually not meant to dress up Charlotte. She wore a large light purple sweater, a pearl gray silk trousers, her hair's string together in the back of the head, not even lipstick painted. When she served the last dish side, the skin was stained with some traces of smoke, she took a napkin free suck suck, looking at the Lynn wood, some shy laugh.

A woman only in the most intimate front of men will wear homemade clothes and cosmetics are not applied. She looked at Lynn Wood, and my heart suddenly sour, she saw a picture of him and Charlotte, intends to seduce him. Her entire youth ages playing this game, crush on her ex-husband is a Charlotte seniors. Girls often feel a little superior to than good friends, had just peace of mind. But she was forced to do things too far, so early to get married, and because regret the hasty

hasty divorce. She gave her all the youth and squandered all the capital are insignificant with a woman on the game. She should not hate her, grabbed her a little something?

table, Emily assume the responsibility to solve the cold field. In a small school, the front of the house is a brook behind the house is a bamboo forest. town full of old buildings on the road is slate, the rain, great mood. entertainment is the town's movie theater. Charlotte's eyes quickly swept Emily, a hint of surprise. Because she knows. Nineteen year old friends like the father of Charlotte. One day, the count on the young and beautiful girl lived surrounded the man, his forehead leaning on his thin neck, softly, I just want to watch a film town. They went in on a rainy morning, the father said to go and make up classes a student, going to see a good friend of Charlotte said. One after they left, one after another back home. Saw Charlotte put away the umbrella stand quietly in front of friends. > On this day, Charlotte's cold calm to his disillusionment in his private heart, he is not because he does not want two women rattling. Men are more vain than women.

continued chatting into the night, corners of the addition of a few bottles. Finally, Lynn Wood looked at his watch, and Charlotte said: sleep on the bed. She moves very slowly, as if that action is to slow the passage of every second elongated. Rang the voice of water in the bathroom, do not know when Emily has slipped to a bath. She looked at Lynn Wood, eyes suddenly less cover, the air was so still terrible, and he came over, they hugged. If in addition, no way to get their relative was. He is a prodigal son, the youth she has no fat to play the game. Is a pity they can not tell each other, or pity themselves.

water bath to terminate the voice, and they separated. Emily wore wet hair out, and did not observe this Needing demeanor, but the hair dryer blowing straight out, muffled roar of the wind in silent embarrassment. Meeting non-stop from beginning to speak, they are tired, this time as if lifted in the armor. They clean after another,UGG boots clearance, each fell asleep. Charlotte Lynn wood lying on the bed of carefully folded, there is a quiet air of the familiar aroma. This is a unique scent of a woman, she used perfume, face cream, oil, soap, women living in the boring bits and pieces essential trivial, mixed into such a special air. He slept in this air, feel comfort exceptions, like sleeping in the bottom Shenyou flowers grow. Middle of the night, someone to hug him, and he thought it was Charlotte, the body meet in the past, but also think it is Emily. He kissed her cheek, and found that she burst into tears.